just poured my heart out
well this is it.
I just poured my heart out to her.
Told her exactly how I feel about her:
When you walk into the room, you make me smile, and my eyes truly do light up. You can make the darkest days the brightest days in a matter of seconds. You make me feel whole again. I can be me, the honest to goodness REAL ME, and you don’t judge me for it. As a matter of fact, you have told me that I am hot, several times, which I am not used to, at all. I haven’t been able to be ME for a long, long time. It feels so good. It makes me so happy. You make me so happy. I just wish that you would give me the chance to make you as happy as you make me.
That I would tell my parents that I was bisexual for her.
I mean every word of all of that. If she doesn’t see just how much I am in love with her after all that, maybe it is time/will be for the best for me to just let go and move on with my life. At least I can hold my head high knowing that I told her EXACTLY how I feel, no holding back.
It is time for me to go to bed now. Not that I will be able to sleep much.
